What was great about Friday's long run was the mental strength I gained throughout as I continually made choices to be my best, which added up to an incredible long run.
Central Park prettiness (not from Friday's run because the park is dead-of-winter barren, currently) |
Despite chatting, we still kept up a good pace and she was understanding when I had some stomach issues and needed to make two bathroom stops along the first loop. (Note to self, no more coffee on run days)
Brittany and I parted ways at my second bathroom stop since she was finishing her run by heading home down the Westside Highway. This was the first point where I felt I had to exercise "mental strength."
also not from Friday's run, but illustrating the location of said run. |
I was only 10 streets from home and was so tempted to just head back to my warm apartment, but I reminded myself that I'd just have to run it later this weekend, so I headed up the hill and then made a right for a loop of the Great Lawn.
As I finished my short loop, I still wasn't sure what I was going to do. Head to Riverside Park for some flat miles? Reservoir for flat miles?
I headed up the east side, tackling Cat Hill at mile 9 but keeping a 9:42 pace for that mile (another mental strength win).
Then I thought to myself, what will make me a better, stronger runner? So I headed down the west side of the Central Park loop for more hills.
Finally, the one and only picture from Friday's run. |
So many excuses ran through my head at that moment, but I decided to leave it up to the women in front of me. Are they turning right or left? Aaaand they turned right. So I was finishing 11 miles in Central Park with another round of Harlem Hills.
Getting up the last hill was pretty tough at this point, and there may have been some humming of Eminem's "Lose Yourself" as I ran up it. Yet when I reached the top I felt a sense of euphoria at how hard I'd pushed myself on this run. I sprinted down the hill and toward home, running .07 miles at 6:58, just for fun.
As it turned out when I got home and checked my paces-per-mile, I had pretty much negative splits, meaning the second half of my run was faster than my first. The perfect end to an awesome run. It left me feeling so strong.
A Speed Bump
I needed that mental strength coming into this week. After such a terrific training cycle, I guess I was due for a speed bump or two.
I don't deal with pain well. Not in terms of handling the actual pain -- I can deal with that fairly well. It's me freaking out about, "what is this pain? can I run my race? am I going to have another disaster like the Last Chance Half Marathon? what is going on?"
I had a bit of hamstring tenderness over the weekend so I skipped my planned 5 easy miles on Sunday to rest it. I was anticipating being fine to start the week, but Monday morning I woke up with intense pain in my right calf emanating from a big ol' knot. I had no idea what was happening and made an appointment with Finish Line Physical Therapy for that afternoon.
Thankfully, the Physical Therapist I'm going to there, Alison, was able to make the pain a lot more manageable through massage (also checking out the hamstring, which seems ok) and giving me some exercises. She also put some kinesiology tape on the knot that will hopefully help.
Check out that sexy KT tape. And my oh-so-shapely and unshaven calf. |
Ok, I'll stop freaking out. If I can't train, I'm going to take yesterday's and today's mandatory rest days (and who knows how many after...) as a chance for me to really focus on that clean eating I mentioned yesterday. And so far so good!
This is a speed bump, not a road block.
Do you feel you get mentally stronger from your long runs? How do you handle setbacks in training?
So glad you went to Finish Line PT to have Alison assess your hamstring--definitely a smart decision.
ReplyDeleteSince I'm relatively new to the world of semi-serious running/endurance training, I've been focusing on developing my mental strength. Sure, some of it from basketball and other sports transfers, but compared to other runners, I don't have a ton of running-specific mental strength to draw on during tough times. Working out with my teammates has helped tons, and I'm excited to see how it pays off during the indoor triathlon this weekend. Chances are I'll be running the three miles solo, so I'll need to put on my big-girl pants and dig deep!
I'm TRYING to be smart, at least ;)
DeleteI'm sure having a team really helps with the mental strength aspect since you have a whole team of people you want to work hard for. Since you're running three miles, you can probably pick one thing to really concentrate on as your motivation during them. Can't wait to hear about it!!
Oh no! I hope you start feeling better soon. I felt the same way the last few weeks with my groin and IT band. You'll only come back stronger because you're so eager to run when you can't!
ReplyDeleteThank you! I hope so!!
DeleteI love that feeling of overcoming a wall while running long runs, they make me more confident and reinforce the belief that I can do it. And I handle setbacks by using the time to maybe cross train and work on an area I was neglecting (perfect time for some upper body workouts!)
ReplyDeleteI honestly think long runs are just as important for the mental aspect as for the physical one, much more so than all the other runs you do while training. Glad to hear someone else feels the same way :)
DeleteMy calves have been thing that usually cause me the most problems and I have learned to try to stop them early on. One thing I like to do is massage my calf with the knee of my other leg. It really helps you get in there and get rid of the trigger point.
ReplyDeleteI normally have tight calves so I suppose it makes sense that I'm having these issues! I'd tried the knee thing before and thought it was great, good to know that it really does work for others, too.
DeleteGood or bad, every long run that I finish makes me feel pretty confident.
ReplyDeleteIf it went well - it's all yay I am totally ready for the race.
On the flip side if everything falls apart but yet you finish - you know that mentally you are there for race day.
I love me some long runs. And wasn't able to fit one in over the weekend so am totally itching to go long and will probably have to happen mid week!
Hah I have definitely had some challenging runs that made me feel like I couldn't finish a race, but just finishing is always something that makes me feel really accomplished.
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